Father

Father, Father
Where are you?
Where have you been all these years?
Physically, you're in the same house, but not a part of my life
All I remember from you is the fights
Never were you there while I was growing up
You weren't even there when I was born
Or when I learned how to swim
Or whenever I needed you
Why even bother living in the same house?
You were never there!
Now you want to be a "Father", but it's too late
Father, father
I never had one..